i'm very sorry mamma!

i feel so rotten right now. honestly. i swear to god,i'm gonna stop shopping till promo 1s next year. i cannot believe how stupid i am to keep dissapointing mamma. it's not fair to her at all. i know that sometimes she can be unreasonable and as a result she can get on my nerves too,but for the most part,she's always been there for me without any complaints,without any demands. so it's honestly very sad that i have to dissapoint her almost on a weekly basis. the whole CTE thing was already such a huge blow and now my bank account has laughably very little money in it. how selfish can i get? i really am going to hand over the 200 dollars to mamma on the 7th of dec. sorry rameza, i can't go shopping with you!