thanks alot!

shit,i feel so damn guilty now. i bought a bag from river island yesterday for $133. and shit,i have no idea how to tell mamma. i mean after all that she's been telling me about our financial situation and all that she's been doing for me..i feel so guilty. i promise that the second i get my pay from the survey thing,i'm gonna put it all in the bank. i know. but whatever,i totally deserve no more shopping. the good thing about this blog is that i'm the only one who actually knows about it. which technically means that i can say whatever i want to without stepping on anyone's toes. not that i honestly care cuz some people's toes really do need some stepping on. like mine,for instance. haha.
anyway,i'm a little pissed off at divya. like why does she always only come to me for advice when something goes wrong? like does she really think that i've got nothing better to do than to sit around listen to her all the time? and it's not like i don't care or anything about her or any of my friends.. cuz well,it's me,i care about the hermit crabs living in sentosa. it's just that sometimes i feel as though,she doesn't really care about me. as do some other people. i don't know. maybe it's me..
yesterday's outing to sentosa was fun,i guess. i don't wanna be a party-pooper and say that it sucked because only 5 out of the 25 people i invited came. does that even make sense?? whatever,though.. the thing that really stung me though was that naqeah didn't come. and that kappa and tharanee didn't even bother making their outing photos private. like it was a 'in your face mythili,i'd rather choose my cousin than your boring sentosa outing' yeah,sure,you did. you and your spontaneous outing. i don't get it. you guys chose the bloody date. you guys bloody chose the venue. you guys bloody chose what to do. and then you guys bloody chose not to come.
whatever. from now,fuck class outings! fuck happy get together moments! i choose to go out with my other friends who're more trusting than the whole fucking class!